sometimes.......

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at this very moment....i am supposed to go to bed..not whining up here
however...stuffs been changing these days...

the routine is variable
sometimes i sleep in the midnight and sometimes i sleep in the morning

that has been carried on for...i guess a long timeeeeeee

there was one thing that i didnt quite understand was that the crews weren't showing any enthusiasm...but now i realised that everyone would have to do and finish all those priority stuffs and i guess that does not include blogging up here

sometimes i feel like im a lucky person getting chances to experience and expand views but sometimes i would just rather stay home with my parents and siblings...
i suppose those people who study or work overseas are sometimes having a feeling called homesick

it's beeen quite a moment since i last saw my family...after all kinds of stuffs that happened this year or perhaps the day since i went away from home..i took them as some kind like guides or references...but i found out that i still fuck things up sometimes

sometimes i really want to quit this kind of lifestyle and sometimes i want to move on...
but always....there's something that seems to be seductive...that tempted me to live on and shit....

i swear....the last thing that i really want to declare is that i been smoking....i want to keep this kind of stuff as privacy as it's not something to do with pride

but i know here most of the whiners and guests do not smoke and some of them seem to be detested on it
well....i do not really want to be isolated for keeping that as a secret...

pals...hope you wont mind cause i know myself im gonna quit it asap

well...lastly
i hope there will be more articles coming out from the bloggers as i visit this spot as often as the times i eat XD
and happy belated birthday to my both brothers

hope all of you have great days in the career and academy!
take care