Sudden Emo Attack

It's 230am and i cant sleep, it's something personal so tot gonna post it in my own blog, however....i am so darn lazy to set up my own blog yet...so just gonnna whine here.
Tired but cant sleep, wat can i do ?
Frens are all asleep, nobody to chat with, wat am i suppose to do?
Nothing to surf on, frenster?nah..mail? i dun like to check mails, wacth SOuth Park?no mood.
Dunno wat's wrong with my wrist, it's been a few months and it's hurts when i click on the mouse for not more than 10 minutes..try many ways to rest my arm during typing and clicking but it's still pain.....arrrrgh..wat did i did wrong?god pls...heal me..coz it's affecting me everytime i use the pc.
Class..classs...Some girl is just so problematic that i feel disgusted. She is just a girl tat transfer into our college these recent weeks and now she's telling me tat her 'group members' dont wanna be in the same group with me for the assignemnts because 'they' feel uneasy coz i skip classes. Without knowing that 'the group member' is actually my fren. And that they have been telling me that they have no problem in counting me in. Gosh i didnt know that 'beyotch' nowadays are so clever that they talk without using their slutty brain.
She was like :' My group member wo..they said ho..u always skip class wan is it?they dun wanna be in the same group with u ler'? (Without knowing i actually know one of the member)
I was like :' Really?then u go ahead lar..i go find others'..(without realising that they are actually my fren.).....arrrhh in short, that she actually created the stories lar...
I just dont have the right feelings on her..first day she came to class, sit beside me..starting to talk about 'boys'...when the lecturer was talking in front, she also wanan sit in front near the lecturer, but wat she did, she talks louder than the lecturer and the conversation was like : ' you know ho?? i broke up with him d?? he was like kinda down liketat lor....bla bla....u know ho? i am with this guy already? very sayang me ler, just know him 2 weeks ...-_-'..blah...yadda yadda...
Haih...i seriously have no intention and motivation to go to college. Its barely get to gather with frens. People there are like they go to class..other then that, they will ...go to class..and they go to class by actually attending the class and after tat they just go to classs..watever

Things change from time to time ? or is it me?unlike the teen age it's not like we can do whatever we feel like we want to. "live life cool?live life free?nah'...sometimes things will need to be adjust in order to suits other needs..Even u are given the chance to do something or reject something, u will now have to think over and over again. Okie.here the list showing the symptons occur when u get older each day:

Signs of Aging

~ Getting to feel? wat the hell am i doing here?

~ Feel stress when people around u think tat u have fully grown and if u do nth, u are useless, and its time to show some achievement.

~ Pain here pain there, headache all the time, the body even get pain when u breath. It's like a baby bacteria can infect u easily.

~ Feeling sad and down and scare to receive any news knowing someone that u know have already passed away.

~ Getting to feel upset or unhappy because of small matter.

~ Looking down on urself ..more and more and more...worse than the way u feel about urself previously

~ People around you are way greater than you 101%, you are just suck..sucker than ever

~ U feel sux...really sux.....

~ U're getting smaller and smaller......

~ U're invisible

Wrist yet to be painful, body yet to be tired, feelings.....numb---- ----

SYSTEM SHUT DOWN